sad and angry, but not because of exams.
because of a little life that came and went, within a span of a little more than a day.
the little life that wld've made my grandma a great-grandma.
all because of the irresponsibility of a doctor.
foetal distress is no joke, it's really dangerous.
i know, even if the baby lived, it wld've had disabilities because of the toxic waste it took in while in distress.
but this all wld not have happened it the doctor had not refused to come.
i know, becos when my mum was in labour with me, the same thing happened, but the doc came in time to whisk me out thru caesarian.
it's scary to think i could've lived for only barely over a day.
and not 19 years, 7months and 3 days. and counting.
by God's grace.
i'm grateful, i truly am.

i'm still sad, but everyone's behaving normally, as though none of this had happened.
so i should be too, right.

God bless the mother who lost her child.
the pain must be tremendous.
give her strength, Lord, give her strength.